Dec 4, 2004
KilledByYourLove: i dunno rite now it just seems im back whrre i was last year......alone..........im not really around the girls much (al zoe stac), katie has benton,adam has julianne,alex smith dosent really talk to me ne more,brent is preoccupied with getting caila back,brandon well brandon dosent hang out with me much,i dont see u that much i dunno like 2nite everyone went to stac's house,i wasnt invited.......everyone else went to steak and shake,i wasnt invited....and like its not like im mad or ne thing it just sucks, maybe this is all just my hormones.
dARliiN SARA: i wasnt invited to steak & shake. i never hang out with any of those people.
dARliiN SARA: baby i love you!
dARliiN SARA: do you have any idea how many people love you?
dARliiN SARA: or how many people hate me? .. seriously, so many people want me to die,but i have you, its okay!
KilledByYourLove: yea i mean as long as i have one like tight friend everything is kool and i do have you and like im so greatful,its just dosent feel good to have people ditch you
yeah thats how i feel rite now.
Posted at 10:29 pm by Cohan
I AM DECIDELY ON A HIGH RITE NOW.......YAY....PARADE TOMORROW....BRRRRRRRRRRR......TOOTLES!-MEG
Posted at 01:06 am by Cohan
Dec 1, 2004
So i didnt go to school today i stayed home and slept since i didnt get any sleep last nite.Christmas is stressing me out as always.Research paper will be over in six days.THANK GOD.If i can just get through christmas everything should be ok.What are we doing for New Years?We need to do something.I need to get my permit.Yes,i do.Wedge wants me to come to concert with him and alex.I want to see alex so i may go.Parade is this Saturday.I have to be at the school at nine so i can work at the craft fair.then ill from there to the band room to get dressed and ready for the parade.Yippie.No sleep for me this weekend.I went to the doctor yesterday i have something that starts with an M.So im stuck with shitty pain for the rest of my life.If hurts as bad as it did last time then i have to get and ultrasound of my ovaries to see if i have cysts developing.That sux.I hate my damn uteris i wish theyd just take it out.ok im through
tata,
Meg
Posted at 07:34 pm by Cohan
Nov 30, 2004
12:34....HAPPY 18TH BRANDON.....i herat you! OK so procrastinating from the dreaded research paper.Ok really now i must go.
-Meg
Posted at 12:35 am by Cohan
Nov 27, 2004
I think I made one of the biggest mistakes of my life.I was being a dork and readin my blurty from last year and i ran into the entires about Matt.To make a long story short.I am siitng here crying.I miss him and i should be with him.But no i was to scared to give him my heart.Now im left with nobody.I would have loved him,and it scared the hell out of me.And now its just too late.
Posted at 09:03 pm by Cohan
EVERTHING SUCKS ASS RIGHT NOW
Posted at 08:36 pm by Cohan
Nov 24, 2004
Mr. Mayer knows me oh so wel.......
John Mayer
"Love Song For No One"
Staying at home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
(get here)
Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
just staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?(2 times)
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
You'll be so good
You'll be so good
Posted at 05:41 am by Cohan
Nov 23, 2004
Well as i was finishing my notecards last night my stomach starting hurt with unbearable pain.So i woke my mom up and after an jour of me lying in bed crying,she decided we need to go to st.mary's hospital.Well i got there and came close to passing out and then i puked everything inside of me up.Yes what a fun thing to do at three in the morning.Then they told me that it was not a urinay track infection,which i have had before.And that they needed to feel my ovaries.I got fingered by a woman at 3 in the morning.She toched my ovaries,needless to say i cried.......it hurt real bad.They said something happened when my egg dropped and i should be fine.They gave me drugs that made me looney and really friendly.But they are gonna send blood work to the lab just to be safe,and i have a doctors appointment next week just to make sure everythings alrite.well i guess thats it.
-Meg
Posted at 04:25 pm by Cohan
Nov 22, 2004
Sexually Frustrated..............................
YES THAT I AM
Posted at 03:51 pm by Cohan
Nov 20, 2004
I wanna be a rockstar............
OK heres a quick update.JOeys Loss concert last nite.Sara Ramset came home with from school.....we rocked it out to spice girls and then got pretty.Johnny Boy picked us up and we headed to Halls.We got there and everyone was threr it made em happy.Didnt get to meet Hot Mark....that was sad.But i did fall in love twice last nite.A lead singer and a bass player.......concerts are hard on the heart.I was very sad that Taj didnt get to play a full set.We got right up fromt for perfect orange,Joeys loss,and taj.It rocked! Haha and i totally have a bruise on my back from brent jumping and hitting me.It was fun i love concerts!Afterwards me and Jonathan went to steak and shake and got browmie sundaes......that made me happy,i love jonathan so much.Well i am lonely and it bites maybe ill find someone soon.Adam came by this morning( LOOK I PUT U IN MY BLOG!).My mom isnt talking to me because i wont go with her to her husbands familys house......hey i didnt ask for them....u did.but ne ways im gonna go.Im goin to katies house fro girly fun nite.Sadly alex and i didnt do anything today.Wanker,we need to so,ething soon!ok thats all
-Meg
Posted at 04:03 pm by Cohan
